How can you deal with it?

Is it true that it is awkward to face your recent ex? when you see him/her in the party, how can you handle it? is it easy for you to say hi or hello? is it really okay to the both of you to be okay? especially when you missed the chance to tell him/her to stay? when you regret the day he/she broke up with you. how you wish you could bring  it back and change everything that happened in that day, so now you can say that you are still happy together. how can you deal with the pain that keeps following you around?

sometimes, life sets certain deadlines for you to do or say something when the moment has already passed there's not much you can do about it. you don't want to be friends with him/her because you think you can still  be something in the near future. its like you're not expecting but you're hoping.

but don't fool yourself if your ex really don't want to try it again then fine.
let's pick up the pieces and start again, maybe sooner or later there's another world for you and it all just really for you. you don't deal with the pain that keeps following you around- you just let go of it and maybe when you do, you can learn your lesson and take your leaps of faith sooner.
remember: GOODBYE is not the end of the world, it's just the start of something new.